This is right about how I feel right now....

STRESS. It is something that I do not handle well, as witnessed by my parents this evening. I think they now know the cause of my heart palpitations that sent me to the ER this fall. I don't like stressful situations and I HATE confrontations. Both of which I was forced to face this evening. I wanted something so badly earlier this spring, and once I got it... it turned out to not be what I expected in the slightest. I don't like letting people down, which is the hardest thing for me to get over, but I know that I will be much happier in the end. I wonder if I will be able to get any sleep at all over this whole situation... and it doesn't help that my first day of classes start at an entirely new school tomorrow! ahhh first day jitters....but looking at that cat above makes a lot of things better

May 2010......best month ever

So pretty much the month of May was perty darn exciting. Israel, Orlando, Canada, and now I am currently in Idaho. Wowee!!!! A traveler's dream! I haven't blogged in so long because I really hate loading pictures from my camera to my computer... simple task I know but somehow it is one of the most painful tasks for this Miss Abigail Wheatley. That... and the feeling of filing my nails.... ugh the thought repulses. So while pics may be limited at the moment maybe I'll be a good sport and upload some later.

One thing can be said though is that Israel was AMAZING! 10 days of straight up church lecturing wasn't as bad as it sounds. And I loved the fresh food... all I ate was fresh fruit and eggplant---- literally! I practically turned into a vegetarian which quickly changed as soon as I went to Canada where I ate more meat than I have in this entire year!

Anyways I will try to stay on subject. After Israel I was off to Disney to pick up my hours and get my new ID! Mission accomplished... 46 work hours later and a heap of hilarious guest stories and I have my Disney benefits for one more year... so the question is anyone want to go to Disneyland for free? Thats all I'll be doing until the end of the year, making trips until all my passes expire. I forgot how hilarious working in a theme park is- people say the craziest things to me. Alright I can't help myself I have to reveal some tiny hints as to what these stories relate to.... restraining orders and the police, house parties at University of Wisconsin 40 years ago, being called a babysitter, and a father thanking me for a bag of garbage. Please ask and I will tell all. Shout out to Beth, Shaun, Michael, and Liz for making this trip so magical.... ha ha Oh and to Ridiculously good looking Charles from Montreal at the Canada pavilion...mmmm mmmmm good!

Now to the real Canada! For the record, now even after my trip, my urge and yearning to live in Canada is greater than ever. I was overwhelmed with its maple goodness and am already dying to return. Canadian flags were everywhere!!!!! Even in the McDonald's arch and IHOP O! I stayed with my good friend Ainsley and her family and my friend Leah from Pittsburgh also came for a little reunion. Ice skating, lobster fest, getting caught in the rain, laying by the pool, bonfiring it up, and eating more meat than I could possibly imagine made for a great stay. And for all the Wheatley's out there guess what Ainsley's next door neighbor's name was? ...... drumroll please!

The Smulchtz family!!!!!! And on this note I shall end this post... I know I promised to post some pics back at the start of this literary rant... but sorry... I'm just this lazy... Get one of these to chase me and maybe I'll do it.... Come to think of it a dinosaur would make the best personal trainer ever.